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SiLeNt_DiSoRdEr
Created on 2006-06-09 10:42:18 (#10415296), last updated 2006-08-17
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Yes, I have an eating disorder.
I have had one since I was 9 and a half years old.
I was diagnosed with anorexia when I was 11.
Forced to recover/gain weight.
Was underweight till I was about 15.
Gained weight at 16 and got to my heighest weight at 17 and a half.
Was semi-diagnosed with Orthorexia - by theraypist.
Reached a new low weight in February '06.
Attempted my own recovery, failed.
I'm nearly 19 and trying to get back to my low weight,which I reached only 3-4 months ago.
This is something that I would never wish apon any other person.
It's not something I've chosen and it's not something I can just give up. It is a life-long struggle.
I deal with this everyday.
I hate it, yet I can not live without it.
Please don't judge what you don't understand.
If you would like to read my many thoughts and struggles, please comment and tell me abit about yourself.
Thanks x

Yes, I have an eating disorder.
I have had one since I was 9 and a half years old.
I was diagnosed with anorexia when I was 11.
Forced to recover/gain weight.
Was underweight till I was about 15.
Gained weight at 16 and got to my heighest weight at 17 and a half.
Was semi-diagnosed with Orthorexia - by theraypist.
Reached a new low weight in February '06.
Attempted my own recovery, failed.
I'm nearly 19 and trying to get back to my low weight,which I reached only 3-4 months ago.
This is something that I would never wish apon any other person.
It's not something I've chosen and it's not something I can just give up. It is a life-long struggle.
I deal with this everyday.
I hate it, yet I can not live without it.
Please don't judge what you don't understand.
If you would like to read my many thoughts and struggles, please comment and tell me abit about yourself.
Thanks x

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